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[08 Jun 2007|02:18am] |
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q lazzarus--GOODBYE HORSES |
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so i can get a job as a lunch monitor for underprivileged black/brown children OR i can be in austin on 7/11 and get unlimited free slurpees and drive drunk.
thoughts?
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19 steps|cross the line
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| The bible didn't mention us. |
[01 Jun 2007|01:58am] |
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regina spektor--THAT TIME |
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I am always surprised how memories come flooding back when I look at photographs. I can notice one detail and get a whole story from it that has nothing to do with the picture itself. It's pretty rewarding.
The pizza party day was fantastic.
I am getting tanner by the minute. By the time you're done reading this, my skin will be as dark as my hair. I am looking forward to a good summer.
I think I will make new friends. I think I will make an effort to meet new people. I think this will be a welcome change.
I am very excited about my summer crime scene photography project. If anyone is willing to model, let me know.
I am planning on being in Austin for that greatest of holidays: 7/11. I also hope to go to Ohio this summer as well. And Mexico. I need another job.
Letting go of family is hard for some people. Is it cruel of me to not really understand that?
Every day, I think: I am going to clean my room. I am going to do my laundry. My room is covered in popsicle wrappers, dirty clothes, dishes, and books that I keep meaning to move into the living room. If I'm honest with myself, I hope I never clean up.
I've been reading so much! It's great!
The last couple months have taught me a lot of difficult lessons, but they had to be learned. It's funny to think that the hardest things I learned in college had nothing to do with the curriculum. WOOHOO SCHOOL OF LIFE!!! Then again, as my brother said, I majored in "reading and coloring."
I think I am finally ready to stop listening to "Goodbye Horses" on repeat. But I think this is just a phase.
So, how everybody doing?
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14 steps|cross the line
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[22 May 2007|12:33am] |
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so this is how it is now.
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| in front of thousands of people... |
[03 May 2007|10:26pm] |
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So I am done with college. Kind of. What a bizarrely wonderful feeling. Though, if I'm completely honest, it feels like I've been done for a while...like about three years. But whatever.
I think I am going to make a big post of pictures, maybe even some kind of movie slideshow of everything since freshman year. People like that kind of sentimental shit, right?
Life is strange right now. I have a lot of problems and they are slowly sucking the life out of me, but at least I am able to function like a human being again.
I am home alone and I don't have my computer and all I wanna do is watch a movie but the player is broken and I ate too much spaghetti and I wish the cat could talk back to me.
Tomorrow is Camp Chum's, Saturday is carnival day and the last flt show, Sunday is nothing, and Monday is the senior art show. I don't even go to this school.
I keep listening to that one ridiculous Xiu Xiu song and it's kind of become a mantra that I repeat in my head as I walk around.
I tried to explain everything to some people and I realize that my life doesn't really make any sense and the more I attempt to share it with people the more frustrated everyone becomes.
My family is coming up soon. I don't know what to do with them. I also don't know what to do with my life after this summer.
I wish my roommates were around so I wouldn't be stuck updating LiveJournal. I was reading my friends page, man you guys are weird...
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10 steps|cross the line
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| Break. |
[01 May 2007|07:49pm] |
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i am eating cake |
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matt pond pa--SUMMER IS COMING |
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I can't wait for summer.
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10 steps|cross the line
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| Say... |
[05 Jan 2007|02:36pm] |
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 recumbent |
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daniel johnston--SOME THINGS LAST A LONG TIME |
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what's good?
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14 steps|cross the line
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| Merry Xmas |
[06 Dec 2006|09:05pm] |
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the real world denver |
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I won't get to see the Trail of Lights this year.
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6 steps|cross the line
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accomplished
chipper
& 
determined
lazy
hyper